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Since she has it on her away message... [
5.30.07 - 5.26pm
]
IT SO IS NOT!!! :P
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[
2.4.07 - 12.00pm
]
Hey! This is a good song! I randomly discovered it on my xanga subscription (haha, I was going crazy trying to find out where the music was coming from.

Tamia - Almost

Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had?
How could I reminisce when there is no past?
How could I have memories of being happy with you, boy?
Can someone tell me how can this be?
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened?
How could we celebrate a love that's too late?
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say?

[Chorus:]
I miss the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we used to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us? We were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say is I shoulda grabbed you up and never let you go
I shoulda went out with you
I should've made you my boo, boy
Yea that's one time I shoulda broke the rules
I shoulda went on a date
Shoulda found a way to escape
Shoulda turned an almost into if it happend
Now it's too late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real?
And if it didn't happen, why does my heart feel?

[Chorus:]
I miss the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us? We were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

[Sometimes I wanna rub ya, some nights I wanna hug ya]
And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You [some times I wanna touch ya but tonight I wanna love ya]
You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes it's true
Boy it's hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you

[Chorus:]
I miss the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us? We were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss, but you never had
Never almost had you

I miss the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there [sometimes I wanna rub ya]
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Let me take the time and reminisce [but tonight I wanna love ya]
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never, never almost had you [but tonight I wanna love ya]
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[
1.16.07 - 6.57pm
]
[ mood | relieved ]

HALLELUJAH!!!!

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[
1.12.07 - 6.18pm
]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I FINALLY GOT MY LICENSE!!! YAY!!!

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[
11.16.06 - 7.12am
]
Dick Pounded Again Over Lab's Leaky Security and Procedures


...


Maybe cuz it's early morning I find that statement very disturbing, >.
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[
11.4.06 - 11.24am
]
"How Strong Do You Think I Am?"-Alexz Johnson

If I don't cry, Do you think I don't feel?
If I look away, it doesn't mean I don't see,
And just because I want someone when I'm alone,
Doesn't mean I'm helpless,
That I can't stand on my own.

How far can we go before we break?
How long can I wait?

How strong do you think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist?
Or the breath at the end of a kiss?
How deep do you want to go, because I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong, how strong do you think I am?

It's so hard to tell,
What's in your heart,
What you keep to yourself,
Is tearing me apart,
And should I be afraid,
To dream about you?
And if you feel the same,
Watcha gonna do?

How far can we go before we break?
How long can I wait?

How strong do you think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist?
Or the breath at the end of a kiss?
How deep do you want to go, ‘cause I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong, how strong do you think I am?

If I move in any closer,
If you let go and give yourself away,
and if we let this happen to us,
Everything will change.

How strong do you think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist?

How deep do you want to go, ‘cause I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong, how strong?

How strong do you think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist?
Or the breath at the end of a kiss?
How deep do you want to go, ‘cause I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong, how strong,
How strong, how strong, do you think I am?
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[
10.19.06 - 8.40pm
]
Sometimes I really wish I knew what I wanted, :/
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Notice! [
4.29.06 - 12.42pm
]
Prom and AP stress for the next two weeks.

Cell will be on, but I don't guarantee I'll answer it or even get back to you in a timely fashion. Sorry! I'll make it up after the 13th!

~ Jas
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[
12.16.05 - 6.06pm
]
Fool me once? Shame on you.


Fool me twice?





Shame. On. Me.
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[
12.15.05 - 5.30pm
]
Dreading tomorrow...
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[
12.7.05 - 2.35pm
]
Since I'm home so early, I decided to update.

Mr. Weathers is SO awesome! I love him! Hehe, got to leave the "field trip" early, XP.

And.. yeah. There's been a LOT going on, but I'm too lazy to update, so now I shall wait until school officially ends so I can call Jeff and get a hold of Sam for tonight.
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[
11.27.05 - 9.12pm
]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

AHHHH!!! OMFG, THAT UGLY ASS HUGE FREAKIN' PICTURE IS GONE AND NOW MY *REAL* USERPIC IS UP!!! A WEEK AND A HALF LATER!!! Oh YES!!!

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[
11.27.05 - 4.07pm
]
[ mood | worried ]

K, so I finished writing my personal statements for the UC today, BUT... I've already had two people read it, and NEITHER of them gave me much more feedback than: "Oh, it's REALLY good." And one of them said my 3rd response doesn't seem to answer the question. Craaap.

So now I'm slightly panicking, cuz if I have Mr. Weathers agrees that my 3rd response is off, then I have ONE DAY to rewrite it and submit it, probably without anyone proofing it the second time around.

::begins to hyperventilate:: I shall never procrastinate AGAIN!!!

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Here We Go [
11.15.05 - 10.15pm
]
[ mood | accepting ]

Trina ft. Kelly Rowland - Here We Go


[Intro: Trina & Kelly Rowland Adlibs]
Look
I ain't got nothin ta say to you
I can't even believe you
You know what
I'm too fly for this shit
You playin yourself

[Chorus: Kelly Rowland]
Here we go
Here we go again
Now you tellin' me
That she is just a friend
Then why she callin' you
At 3 o'clock in tha mornin'
(I can't take this no more)
No No No

Here we go
Here we go again
Now you tellin' me
That she is just a friend
Then why she callin' you
At 3 o'clock in tha mornin
I ain't tryna hear it
(Not this time)

[Verse 1: Trina]
Look nigga
Whatchu think this is?
You treat me like a random chick
You done forgot who introduced you to rocks
And poppin all that cris an' shit
Who letchu hit it from tha back
Anyway that chu like
And any debts I can pay tha price
I thought I was a chick you would make your wife
And now a bitch can't even stay tha night (You wack)
I can't even look in ya face
Without wantin' ta slap you
Damn I thank God I aint get that tatoo
You betta thank God I aint have tha strap boo
You ain't even worth that trick get at chu
Matta fact
Trick get at dude
I'm convinced
Aint got shit ta ask you
And tell tha trifflin' bitch
She can have you
I ain't lookin' atchu no more
Im lookin' past you

[Chorus: Kelly Rowland]
Here we go
Here we go again
Now you tellin' me
That she is just a friend
Then why she callin' you
At 3 o'clock in tha mornin'
(I can't take this no more)
No No No

Here we go
Here we go again
Now you tellin' me
That she is just a friend
Then why she callin' you
At 3 o'clock in tha mornin'
I ain't tryna hear it
(Not this time)

[Verse 2: Trina]
When ma girl came through wit tha news
All I did was think about me and you like damn (Damn)
What a chick gotta do to get wit a real nigga
That know how to stay true like man (Man)
No more quarter ta eights
You betta hop on a bus or a cab
I shed so many tears
Cant believe how many years
Tha baddest bitch put up witch yo dusty ass (Yeah)
Now you know that I'm tha queen of Miami (Uh huh)
All that loud talkin', lying
Save that shit for ya mamy (Ha..Ha)
Sounds like blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah (talk too much)
I'm like uh huh, okay, wassup, shut up

[Chorus: Kelly Rowland]
Here we go
Here we go again
Now you tellin' me
That she is just a friend
Then why she callin' you
At 3 o'clock in tha mornin'
(I cant take this no more)
No more No more

Here we go
Here we go again
Now you tellin' me
That she is just a friend
Then why she callin' you
At 3 o'clock in tha mornin'
I ain't tryna hear it
(Not this time)

Now all my ladies say (Ohh Ohh)
If you feel me say (Ohh Ohh)
If you can't take no more say
No no no (no no no)
No no no (Ohh)

Here we go (Here we go)
Here we go again (Go again)
Now you tellin me (Yeah yeah)
That she is just a friend (Say she's just a friend)
And why she's callin' you
At 3 o'clock in tha mornin'
(I can't take this no more)

[Outro: Kelly Rowland]
That's why I'm packin' up my jewels
Grabbin' up my furs
I'll be back for all my shoes and purses
Watch me bounce
In my seven fourty five
I'll be ridin' out
Cause I ain't tryna hear it
Not this time
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Okay, so it's a lil... ::searches for the word::, but you get the general meaning, XP.

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[
11.13.05 - 10.45am
]
[ mood | surprised ]

::gasp::

Let's see if this premonition actually happens on Friday, or if it's all just wishful thinking...

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Don't Forget About Us [
11.7.05 - 8.38pm
]
[ mood | blank ]

"Don't Forget About Us" - Mariah Carey

[Intro:]
(Don't forget about us)
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
No baby, no baby, no baby no
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
My baby boy...

[Verse 1]
Just let it die
With no goodbyes
Details don't matter
We both paid the price
Tears in my eyes
You know sometimes
It'd be like that baby

[Bridge 1]
Now everytime I see you
I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don't forget about

[Chorus]
Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

[Verse 2]
Oh they say
That you're in a new relationship
But we both know
Nothing comes close to
What we had, it perseveres
That we both can't forget it
How good we used to get it

[Bridge 2]
There's only one me and you
And how we used to shine
No matter what you go through
We are one, that's a fact
That you can't deny
So baby we just can't let
The fire pass us by
Forever we'd both regret
So don't forget about

[Chorus]

[Rap]
And if she's got your head all messed up now
That's the trickery
She'll wanna have like you know how this lovin' used to be
I bet she can't do like me
She'll never be MC

Baby don't you, don't you forget about us

[Chorus x2]

Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
No baby, no baby, no baby no
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go

When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us.

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[
11.6.05 - 6.17pm
]
[ mood | determined ]

Slowly going crazy





Going out of my mind





I'm giving up on you





But not without one last fight

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[
11.2.05 - 9.40pm
]
[ mood | sleepy ]

How is it possible that I could care less about something that consumed my thoughts less than 24 hours ago?









Oooh, maybe it's because I'm accepting my fate. Haha. At least I won't be crushed now, seeing as I don't care about the answer.

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[
10.28.05 - 5.25pm
]
[ mood | hyper ]

After school was cool....

GO SENIORS!!!



And tomorrow's gonna be HELLA exciting, XP.









Guess who's hyphy?!?!









ME!!!!
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[
10.7.05 - 5.20pm
]
[ mood | crazy ]

Woo... first all-nighter of Senior year. Yippee.

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